Anxiety

I have post partum anxiety. There I said it. I love my boys, and am thrilled that they are here and mostly healthy. I do however get stressed over things I can not control right now.
I want more children. It makes me insane that I have yet to be able to conceive without the help of the medical field. I so want to get pregnant with an oops baby. We will have more children, and definitely want a large family, but I just wish it could happen for us without help. After Lincoln came along, we were told by my OB that he really thinks it can happen for us with no help. He suggests we enjoy our marriage, and our intimacy, and let it happen. I so hope he is right. I am hanging on those words like you would not believe. Even after how stressful and hard both of my pregnancies were, I can not wait to do it again.

Mr. Firsttogo would like to space the next baby a little bit, but we are financially able to do it, and both young...ect.